take me home country roads

i just got an e-mail that was inviting me to go to a surprise birthday party for my best friend che. i just kinda made me miss home a lot. sometimes i see pictures and read comments and things about whats going on back home and i really wish i was there. i wish i could pack up and go back and play music and all that but, something in the back of my mind keeps telling me "you know better nick, you need to stay in utah." it just drives me up the wall knowing that i cant be there to help out my best buddy or be there for one of the moste epich shows thats comming up or any of that. i kinda just feel like im spinning my wheels here but at the same time i know if i go back to tucson it definatly wouldnt be the best thing for me...ugh! im just upset right now that i cant be at che's party. ill be over it soon enough.